being bangla.....

i 've forgotten my bby charger at the office on Friday ...and, if you were me, you would just make your car a U-turn,and head back to office..donchu?
but me...i have to brave the immigration and custom (4 times!!!! 2 on each way ) , and a harrendous traffic at causeway on Friday evening???!!.arghhhhhh..!
so, after Tip Top session, we went to HP ( HP stand for Holiday Plaza,not Hewlett Packard yeah,i missunderstood that earlier..hahaha.apperantly, HP is one of survival kit living in JB yeahhh!even to people over causeway,where they got their staple=pirated VCDs )to get cheappo blackberry charger ,and there goes, I am rm45 poorer.Am i got cheated here?some says I should get cheaper than that..ah..don't care lahhhh,so long i don't have to brave the causeway.ha ha ha.The sales girl made a rude remark when answering our question,but I just pay and leave.My fren who about to suggest me, why don't i go to other shop macam hairannnn that i don't bother that..
You know..i am just tired to talk nowadays..i just lazy to get involve into anything ..i better don't to keep my mind sane.. People could just come late/cancel with no courtesy to inform or call..they don't care if u missed the dead-line, they don't care if u need to re-schedule office shift,they don't even care if you gone thru hardwork to get people replace my shift to acomodate their needs,and when we pissed off .. instead of emphaty they come up with a question "why u angry ????!!!!why must you angry TO ME?????".you see the point? to them ,they always innocent and people has no right to get angry and pissed off.Don't they know people need plan B if things not work out .I am single, but same with other people,i still have other things to deal with.Not because I am single, you can treat me shit...So,how would you feel at that point?Double anger??Devastated?or gila?anddd..they bag for explanation??!!for god sake!!!As its beyond illogical already , okkkkkk..layannnkann..but try to explain, and the moment you say 5 words, they shoot you with hundreds words!..I almost lost my mind seriously and got crazy.so..NOW what terrifing me most and made me phobia and drive me crazy is , i am really really reallyyyyyyyyyy tired being around with people who always/want to have the last word, and don't know when to stop talking ,as if,other people don't have right to live like them, get angry when i am supposed to ,eat, poop......

On the other notes, I should have ditched Focus Point long time ago because of the overpriced lenses and BAD services-the last time, they ask me to collect my contact lenses but only one side arrive-after 2 weeks!!!,habis?..mata kiri aku??pirate of the carribien kah?( don't let me go there) .....and opt for Northen optical.With Northen , i got much much better deal(almost 1/2 price!!!) for my lenses supply with very very good professional services...