o God o God..dia dah??!!

i am lying on my bed around 10.30PM where suddently..

note:all this translated from japanese

trutt ttuut (sms coming in)
"terima kasih atas segalanya,kalau saya ada mengganggu apa-apa,tolong maafkan"

i replied
ha?yes?

truuttt truuttt
"terima kasih di atas segala tunjuk ajar,maaf kalau saya ni selama ni lembab,bengap(yg ini aku tambah.hik!),slow dan sebagainya.terima kasih atas tunjuk ajar selama ini.

i replied
why?are you quiting your job?yameru no?

trruttttt
sayonara.terima kasih atas segalanya.

daaaa...what is it??

i replied
is there anything i can help?!are you ok?!!!

SENYAP.

SENYAP TERUS.

aku blurrrrr...and hairan....why out of the sudden,this guy(one of my subordinate),sending me message at this hour,with this kind of weird message?He acctually just join the team for around 6 months,and obviously he couldn't cope with the workload..teh work nature...you knowww..dealing with monster banker from investment bank..stress... etc .he ALWAYS work until late night,but still he have lots of complaint..work not getting done etc..


OH!!masakaaaa.. o god!!..is he going to kill himself???stress with his work???

Franticly, I dial his number.no answer.dialled again.nada.dialled again.no answer.dialled again,it went to message box.

NO ANSWER. NO MESSAGE. senyappppp terus!!!!!

arghhh!!!...is he ??? ( aku dah terbayang dia gantung diri dia kat..errrr....biasa orang bunuh diri gantung diri kat mana?biasa??eh,bunuh diri ni bukan perkara biasa kan?)oh god!aku terbayang that policeman will interview me..becoz one of mu guy comit suicide,oh..i will be on national TV here?!!i can imagine myself talking about how hardworking he is ,how he is a good innocent guy...that suffering bla bla bla..ahhh..i am one of the witness??on national TV????ah!!..uhhh..national TV!!!!..what should i wear???fluffy dress??pyjama!!??maybe pyjama will do if police ambush my place..

and maybe his parent will sue me????? !!!!!!

ohhh...i should listen to him more...all the while he is trying telling me his problem!!!!!..his bloody problem that he is stress with his work..i should just advise him just quit this job rather than he die...my people died???..oh..what a terrible boss i am???? ( well,all of u must be thinking,kerja apalah yang diorang buat ni sampai stress sangat???keje menyangkul ker?)

I quickly ring sat0ko-san.
Sato0kooo-channn!!!!!macam mana ni???!!!!.
...aku macam tak cukup napas dok cerita kat dia..
dan satoko pon ada pendapat yang sama..OH god!!!is he??...bunuh d-i-r-i????...serious??
Let me dial him!!!si sat0ko volunteer and cut of my conversation.
Few minutes later she texted me .." I dialled his number too..many time.NO ANSWER!!!!!

so,end up,both of us,satoko and me,decided to go sleep and pray that this guy will coem to work on the next morning in one piece...
But of coourse,i am still try dilling his number ,and sending message "hey!!,don't do stupid thing!!,please pick up my call..." bla bla bla.

30 MINUTES LATER

truutt..truttttt..(sms masuk).
eh,nora?kenapa?..sorry,i baru keluar dari bath tub.baru habis mandi ni.


SABOR JER NYAH!!!!..
all my worry was acctually NOTHING.

aku SMS satoko-san.. "mamat ni hidop lagi.buang karen jer.jom tido".